A Bird Who Want to Go home

There is a bird who is going far away. Fly high try to reach the sky. A bird who tired to fly and missed the earth. A bird who is searching for a place where she could come back. A place where she could stay forever. A place where she could called a “home”.

Once, a bird found a place where she think as a “home”. She loves it’s warmth that could warm her heart. She loves that place because it give her comfort and peacefull feelings that she need. She loves that place because it could turn her emotion and ego down. She loves that places because it makes her learn so many things about love and life.

But, there is so many things happen. Waves and storms makes her lost her balance. She lost the navigation and can’t found the direction. She lost her confidence. At that time she need something to trust and rely on. Something or someone that could hear her voice and story. But, at that time, a place seems changes. It seems lost it’s warmth and turned to be cooler than ever. A places seems stranges. A bird feeling lonely, cold and feel being ignored. A bird try throw her sadness and runaway.

But, after the time. No matter how hard she try, she still can’t forget that place. Still too many unanswered question. So many miscommunication. And still have too many loves. Whatever it’s condition -bad or good, plus and minus-, she still missed and loves it. She still need it. She still want that place to be a place where she could come back. A place where she could stay forever. A place where she could called a “home”.

All that she want now is to found a way back home.

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it true without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

Balikpapan, 24 November 2010