I Let You Go

Tonight. I'm at my room next to the window. There’s rain outside, but i still could see the moon and the stars. At a moment like this, i always remember you. I wonder  about what are you doing now. What are you thinking. Do you see the same moon now? We're under the same sky. We're at same earth. We have same moon. Even the distance tears us apart.

I miss you, I need you, I love you. I know it will be so hard to forget you. I don't know why. Even we're never meet for song long. Even we meet just for three times. I know it will be so strange to love someone whose you rarely meet. But love could be irasional. This isn't about logic but heart. Love doesn't need an answer, reason or explanation. Simple and complicated at a same time.

But i learn that love isn't a possesion. Because i love you, i let you go. I let you fly. I don't want to keep on asking why. Because i know you, i let you free to catch your dream. I don't want to be your burden.
At a same time, your passion to your dream remind me about mine. I'll spread my wings and fly.

Until i find you again. Love will lead you back.  And i'll be right here waiting for you.

For my dearest dreamer

Balikpapan, 4 November 2010